Kirk never imagined life would look like this. Married at forty. A son wounded in war. Children who chose different paths—some away from the faith he holds dear. The family ranch, passed down for generations, lost after years of struggle. And in the silence that followed, questions louder than ever: Is there really a God? And if so... does He hear me? But even as the world he built unraveled, Kirk discovered something deeper—an anchor in the storm. Through heartbreak, hard conversations, and the humbling work of letting go, he learned that grace lives in the unexpected. That control can break what love is meant to build. And that the moments when God shows up—those sacred, unmistakable flashes—are worth everything. He wouldn’t trade the pain. Not for what God taught him in it. If you’ve ever questioned the plan or wrestled to keep your family close, Kirk’s story will stay with you long after the final word.