Meagen grew up believing in light—optimistic, full of life, and certain that faith would carry her through anything. Yet beneath her smile, she often wrestled with quiet doubts—questions of worth, moments when confidence slipped through her fingers, and a lingering fear that she might never be enough. Then came the silence of a heartbeat that should have been there… and the night she realized her prayers would not be answered in the way she hoped. What followed was a season of shadows—grief that pressed in on every side, fears that stole her sleep, and questions that cut straight to the core of her belief. Was God listening? Had she failed? And could she ever find her way back to peace? As her world unraveled, Meagen had to choose: surrender to the darkness or fight her way toward the light. And in that fight, she discovered something she had never fully believed before: that through God, she was already enough. Along the way came unexpected strength, tender mercies, and a God who was nearer than she thought. Her story is raw and heart-wrenching, but also threaded with hope—a reminder that even when faith feels fragile and the future uncertain, redemption waits in the quiet places of the soul.